this is the one social media outlet you dont know exists. this is the one pkace i can openly say i miss you. i think i’ve missed you so mych i manifested you on to the same block at the same time twice this week.

every time i see you, time stops. the world stops spinning and gravity is in full force and i am unable to move, breathe, or think another thought other than you. and then you disappear and everything has to go through fast forward to catch up and i end up missing things.

i don’t know how to stop wanting you. i dont know how to stop thinking about you. i have done everything i can to make it so i can move on. i am moving across the god damn country to escape running into you. im trying my best and i feel like im failing myself.

its 2:10 in the morning and i wish you were here. i wish you were right here in bed with me and i could kiss your cheek and whisper to you softly and my heart could feel safe again. but i havent felt that way since july, and i don’t anticipate it happening again any time soon.

you told me you think we have too much history for new beginnings. i think that our history only lines us up for a really good story. you always did like those romance movies.

girls4thor:

one direction owes me money 

jasonptodd:

the rest of my life!!!!!!!!! is only abt love baby!!!!!!! literally what else matters……….? nothin

glintglimmergleam:

being openly #unimpressed by men is some of the most fun you can have for free.  they don’t know what to do when you won’t let them have the power!